argh...I'm stuck!
16 days left to submit the proposal for this competition --> http://communities.challenge.my/
and I still have no solid ideas to develop. Time to crack my brain and start thinking! Hopefully I can win at least a honorary mention, can I? seriously need some extra income. LOL! or maybe somehow the entry ideas can be used and communities can be better? Let's go hard for it!
当病魔来时。。。
病魔,岁月,已经逐渐地远离了。。。
当你知道你身边的朋友,一位25岁,年轻有为,前途似锦的青年人,患上了淋巴癌,肺里有静坐一粒13cm大的肿瘤,你会有何反应?
生活上原本每天早上晚上都可看见他,知道他痛苦,不舒服。但却没想到竟然会有这样的事发生在我现在这年龄的朋友上。我能如何?
除了外在的帮助,口上的鼓励,内心的祈祷,我还能做什么?
外表的他很镇定和乐观,但看得出他还是会有点担心,有压力。
毕竟他家里也有其它事情,婆婆和爸爸也是有病,妈妈又刚辞职来照顾他们,现在又多一单,假如我是他,我也是会有压力,不想再给家人添麻烦。
当病魔来时,的确是防不胜防。
一生的追求,可能就轻而易举地被毁灭了,成为一生的医疗。
人生,究竟活着是为什么?亲情?爱情?财富?游乐?
短短的70-80年,甚至有可能30年都不到,你的任务就得中断了,该追求的究竟是何物?
我不晓得我可以活多久,但我只能肯定地告诉自己要用一生去追求神给我的使命 。
无论能否完成,无论是否要单独一个人面对一切,我都要用我每一口气息去努力,去渴望,去追求!
当你知道你身边的朋友,一位25岁,年轻有为,前途似锦的青年人,患上了淋巴癌,肺里有静坐一粒13cm大的肿瘤,你会有何反应?
生活上原本每天早上晚上都可看见他,知道他痛苦,不舒服。但却没想到竟然会有这样的事发生在我现在这年龄的朋友上。我能如何?
除了外在的帮助,口上的鼓励,内心的祈祷,我还能做什么?
外表的他很镇定和乐观,但看得出他还是会有点担心,有压力。
毕竟他家里也有其它事情,婆婆和爸爸也是有病,妈妈又刚辞职来照顾他们,现在又多一单,假如我是他,我也是会有压力,不想再给家人添麻烦。
当病魔来时,的确是防不胜防。
一生的追求,可能就轻而易举地被毁灭了,成为一生的医疗。
人生,究竟活着是为什么?亲情?爱情?财富?游乐?
短短的70-80年,甚至有可能30年都不到,你的任务就得中断了,该追求的究竟是何物?
我不晓得我可以活多久,但我只能肯定地告诉自己要用一生去追求神给我的使命 。
无论能否完成,无论是否要单独一个人面对一切,我都要用我每一口气息去努力,去渴望,去追求!
November 4, 2012
to stay? to move?
to stay put or to make the move?
this is one tough question to be answered when you are facing your own fear and phobia.
life goes on no matter how deep the cut is,
should I stand up again and be brave to face the possibility of failing again?
I do not have many years more to spend on failures.
Or maybe the destiny is for me to strive ahead alone with Him?
Shall I give myself another chance?
I do not want to accept anyone nor reject anyone.
I hope I can have some true friends who are with me not because of what I have but because of who I am; friends that cherish the relationship and bonding, not just for what activities we can do together; friends that I can share my heart and they can understand me.
Is it really that hard to find that kind of friends?
Must it be a 'girlfriend' to be able to do these?
And how am I supposed to find a girlfriend that can love her boyfriend and truly treat him as a lifepartner-to-be? Admiring his ups and consulting his downs. Are there still these kind of girls existing not expecting her boyfriend to be a perfect guy or her dream guy? Only God knows...
so, again,
to stay put or to make the move?
may God lead the way, little ant has no confidence yet and have no idea why to build it up again.
For the sake of saving my loneliness? ridiculous...
For the sake of having a family and continuing God's kingdom? that will definitely need a wise girl who cherish Him and our relationship, not merely thinking for own favourite things to do.
For what other reasons?...this is a never ending story...
I suppose...the only key is till I meet the special girl who are not going after mankind enjoyment but for the love of our future family and God's kingdom.
this is one tough question to be answered when you are facing your own fear and phobia.
life goes on no matter how deep the cut is,
should I stand up again and be brave to face the possibility of failing again?
I do not have many years more to spend on failures.
Or maybe the destiny is for me to strive ahead alone with Him?
Shall I give myself another chance?
I do not want to accept anyone nor reject anyone.
I hope I can have some true friends who are with me not because of what I have but because of who I am; friends that cherish the relationship and bonding, not just for what activities we can do together; friends that I can share my heart and they can understand me.
Is it really that hard to find that kind of friends?
Must it be a 'girlfriend' to be able to do these?
And how am I supposed to find a girlfriend that can love her boyfriend and truly treat him as a lifepartner-to-be? Admiring his ups and consulting his downs. Are there still these kind of girls existing not expecting her boyfriend to be a perfect guy or her dream guy? Only God knows...
so, again,
to stay put or to make the move?
may God lead the way, little ant has no confidence yet and have no idea why to build it up again.
For the sake of saving my loneliness? ridiculous...
For the sake of having a family and continuing God's kingdom? that will definitely need a wise girl who cherish Him and our relationship, not merely thinking for own favourite things to do.
For what other reasons?...this is a never ending story...
I suppose...the only key is till I meet the special girl who are not going after mankind enjoyment but for the love of our future family and God's kingdom.