ah......so the life as a 'worker' starts tomorrow...after being a student for 25 years...finally it is time for me to start the life with a career in hand...a career comes with responsibilities...there is no more try and errors anymore with real life project...any wrong decision might lead to great devastation...
ending a month of rest full with joy and relaxation with friends and family...going familiar and new places...recapping past memories...gaining new experiences...everything just reminds me...'Life is always so beautiful!'...
bad things may happen anytime but God is always there guiding and leading...accidents happened right nearby me...life is just so fragile...
ghost or so called 'forest spirits' passing by my friends which I did not experience anything (was sleeping soundlessly for the whole night! lol)...there are indeed many people out thr craving for the peace of life and mind...
seeing my friends couple fighting with each other...recalls myself of what I actually did wrongly in the past...what I can tell them is just...Appreciate each other, love does not come by without any reasons. When two person come together from strangers to friends and to lovers, all these does not occur without any reasons. Love your partner when you still have the chance or else regret will come knocking on your door...
history will always remain as history...but does not mean history will be in the way of my future...years of memories will never be wiped off as simply as that...but life goes on...regardless of the time...I believe she will surely come when it is the right time for us to start...thrs no rush for that...keeping a relationship long enough does not prove that the bond will be strong and unbreakable...what measures the relationship is the way each other handles love and understand what love truly is...
today ive just discussed the possibilities of doing PhD with my supervisor...seems like part time would be the best solution...hopefully I can stil get the MyPhD scholarship thou im only taking part time...and hopefully I can fully understand the reasons I pursue PhD...not merely for the title but for the experience and thinking strategies...May God continue to lead me in this...
other things left for me to do?...house rent...such a headache...hopefully I can settle this soon and finally settle down with a suitable place for me to stay...I need to settle down first before starting all my plannings...and PhD of course...applications...scholarships...etc...many many things to do...
5 years to complete PhD and AR...can I do it? be strong and faithful! =)
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