Friends?...Mates?...

What's the feeling of being left out by your friends?...I had that feeling twice yesterday...up till now the pain is still quite there...thou we are staying together, they just left for exam dumping me and my roommate...whom is their coursemate also!!!...during night time they left for birthday celebration again without even trying to call me...but the birthday boy himself called me...what are all this relationships?...it was 11 of us together since first year...now 10...my roommate was hanging in between, and now im almost going into that situation too...

3 years time staying together...3 years time rushing assignments, studio submissions, fun times, sharing times together. All these just ends unprecautiously because of few days being busy and unavailable to spend time with them?...What are friends actually?...What are mates?...Some friends are just friends when we do work together, some friends are just friends when we meet and say Hi!...some friends are jus friends when we first meet and introduced each other's name...some friends are friends when only we are together...Where is the so called true friend?true life mate?...I'm definitely still searching...Have you found yours?...