Strengthen

Strengthen my faith dearest Lord, Ive chosen to stay in Malaysia, despite all the downturns and negativities, for my vision is on this piece of land. Singapore is tempting in terms of salary and living quality, but Malaysia indeed needs the healing and revival of God's grace and glory, and Im here to serve and follow. Strengthen my heart, heal our land.

到了

剩下五天的时间，外来阻扰又一箩箩，我究竟能完成吗？
辛苦了一年的宝贝，结果可以像我想要的一样吗？

remind me who i am

Thanks for reminding who I am again. Life's been pushy and I might struggle but with You nothing is impossible! I belong to You forever!

Life = Game ?

Can life be played using a game?
Is life a game?
Every decisions you make, every single thing that you do,
It might hurt someone deeply and leave an everlasting mark.
This never occurs in the game.
What is a LIFE?
What is a game?
You can master the game and become the winner,
but it does not prove anything.
You can played the game and experience 'trial' life to the fullest,
but what purpose does it serve?
You may realize you should do what and should not do what after the game,
but in real life situation do you really do what you should do?
Life isn't a game.
There's no trials, no turning back.
Stop playing your life,
think carefully how you live,
care for those around you,
appreciate those who love you.

对不起。够了。

父啊，对不起。。。
我不能继续了，
心愈来愈痛，一再而再地被打碎。
我不想再被伤害，
为何要继续，等待一个跟别人开心享乐的人。
听也听够了，看也看足了，
难道真的要像傻瓜一样痴痴的被伤害。
我想要的是一个会珍惜我的人，
她今天可以这样伤害我，明天也一样。
父啊，请允许我放弃吧！