哇!好累的一天!
不过一句话,很喜乐的一天。
虽然我不是什么优秀生,也不是什么毕业大明星有很多朋友很多礼物,
但开心是我可以和全家人一起渡过,一起拍全家福。
家,始终还是我永远的归属。但愿我的家继续蒙神祝福!
感恩有这个家,让我可以长大,可以学习,可以有今天的一切!
更感恩有神的带领,五年来的确风风雨雨,经历生活酸甜苦辣,让我学习了很多人性,神性。
人的伟大,关怀,恶毒,无情,等。
神的恩典,引领,保护,祝福,等。
感激神,家人,曾经深爱的佩诗,教会众弟兄姐妹,系友等。
你们让我的五年生涯活得多姿多彩,有哭有笑,这才是所谓的 ‘生活’。
今天的秘密任务也算成功,哈哈!
听说她收到那礼物是很开心很喜欢,总算可以彻底了了这心结。
就当作是我对她最后的祝福吧,往后的日子就要下决心专心目标了吧!
虽然寂寞,虽然渴望,但这一切都不足以让我可以再次相信感情。
感情的脆弱,感情的迅变,感情的谎言,无论你多么努力,也不一定有成果。
人说女人要安全感,
有了安全感又要幽默感,
有了幽默感又要陪伴感,
有了陪伴感又要。。。又要。。。
你有某样不足,就得预备好她离开的心。
潇洒地离开,也潇洒地把你当透明,太恐怖了。。。
年岁,
与其浪费在无保障的感情事上,
倒不如用在更有用处的地方。
寂寞,就学习克服吧!
October 13, 2012
我毕业了!
明天!就是我辛苦了五年的毕业典礼!
之前的确是没什么感觉,但今天开始觉得紧张了。。。
虽然不晓得该紧张什么,心里就不由得紧张的侵袭。
有时会期待很多人来祝贺我送我礼物,但有时又希望简简单单默默渡过就是了。
或许也是因为期望看到她收到我的礼物会开心吧。。。
虽然她不会知道是我送的,或说她无需知道是我送的。
重要的是她明天可以开心漂亮!自己心里欣慰就足够了。。。
总而言之,结果如何就看明天吧!哈哈!
穿上那红袍,代表着自己是时候成熟了,是时候学习面对自己所做的一切决定了。
在这里先祝贺自己 “恭喜我毕业了!”
嘻嘻 =)
之前的确是没什么感觉,但今天开始觉得紧张了。。。
虽然不晓得该紧张什么,心里就不由得紧张的侵袭。
有时会期待很多人来祝贺我送我礼物,但有时又希望简简单单默默渡过就是了。
或许也是因为期望看到她收到我的礼物会开心吧。。。
虽然她不会知道是我送的,或说她无需知道是我送的。
重要的是她明天可以开心漂亮!自己心里欣慰就足够了。。。
总而言之,结果如何就看明天吧!哈哈!
穿上那红袍,代表着自己是时候成熟了,是时候学习面对自己所做的一切决定了。
在这里先祝贺自己 “恭喜我毕业了!”
嘻嘻 =)
October 9, 2012
SENIOR = JUNIOR???
What will you do? When there's someone more senior than you in your workplace but could not perform as a senior? When he is so lack of confidence to plan and decide things but keeps asking boss what to do and getting his instructions only...sighs...even with own colleagues he dont dare to plan and discuss freely but needs boss to call for an internal meeting...3pm inform me 5pm need to complete something when he has all the time he can to tell me...playing busy this few days and when the final submission date comes then start to panic...WHY???...One year working experience and still asking questions where even few months new staff can answer...6 buildings with around 20+ drawings and yet he only do one single drawing...my goodness...so many projects in the company and he does less than 5 drawings...throwing everything to draughtman...while he himself keeps checking email again and again reading emails again and again finding all the easy and light stuff to do...How to deal with this kind of senior? If I were to overpower him its somehow disrespectful...If I were to let it be and dont care so much he is going to drag down the company productivity and also mine...sighs...HOW? WHY? WHAT can I do??...
October 7, 2012
SATURDAY!
Today is Saturday...I started my day early around 7am to queue for my convocation attire collection...ended up taking 5 hours of my precious weekend...nite time out of nowhere me and my housemates decided to have nasi ayam penyet for dinner...then went off to Johor Premium Outlet bearing a mission to hunt for black coat...surprisingly I got lost and ended up at JUSCO Bukit Indah...lol...so we shopped there instead...and again out of nowhere we thought of having some little alcohol and chit chat back in our house...what a day indeed! now it's time to sleep... =)
