Strengthen

Strengthen my faith dearest Lord, Ive chosen to stay in Malaysia, despite all the downturns and negativities, for my vision is on this piece of land. Singapore is tempting in terms of salary and living quality, but Malaysia indeed needs the healing and revival of God's grace and glory, and Im here to serve and follow. Strengthen my heart, heal our land.

到了

剩下五天的时间，外来阻扰又一箩箩，我究竟能完成吗？
辛苦了一年的宝贝，结果可以像我想要的一样吗？

remind me who i am

Thanks for reminding who I am again. Life's been pushy and I might struggle but with You nothing is impossible! I belong to You forever!

Life = Game ?

Can life be played using a game?
Is life a game?
Every decisions you make, every single thing that you do,
It might hurt someone deeply and leave an everlasting mark.
This never occurs in the game.
What is a LIFE?
What is a game?
You can master the game and become the winner,
but it does not prove anything.
You can played the game and experience 'trial' life to the fullest,
but what purpose does it serve?
You may realize you should do what and should not do what after the game,
but in real life situation do you really do what you should do?
Life isn't a game.
There's no trials, no turning back.
Stop playing your life,
think carefully how you live,
care for those around you,
appreciate those who love you.

对不起。够了。

父啊，对不起。。。
我不能继续了，
心愈来愈痛，一再而再地被打碎。
我不想再被伤害，
为何要继续，等待一个跟别人开心享乐的人。
听也听够了，看也看足了，
难道真的要像傻瓜一样痴痴的被伤害。
我想要的是一个会珍惜我的人，
她今天可以这样伤害我，明天也一样。
父啊，请允许我放弃吧！

if this was a movie

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose"

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there
If you're somewhere
If you're moving on
I've been waiting for you
Wary since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I say

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now